You Were Experienced, I Was Not: Our Dating Story 1st Date [Parts 1 to 4] by Makiko Nagaoka

Author:Makiko Nagaoka
Language: eng
Format: epub

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Five minutes later, she and I were out on a walk. Back in her room, I couldn’t stop being conscious of the fact we were alone together and couldn’t talk to Shirakawa-san normally as a result, so I’d invited her outside.

“So I guess you’re the earnest type,” she suddenly muttered as we strolled around the outside of her house.

I looked at her face, trying to pick up on her feelings. I didn’t see any hint of disillusionment or scorn, so I felt relieved for the time being. If I had to deal not only with my regret over passing up my chance to have sex but also with my girlfriend’s chilly glares, that would be a hell of a string of bad luck.

“I don’t think I’ve ever had a boyfriend like you before...” Once again, Shirakawa-san muttered things as if she were talking to herself.

“Do you mean that in a bad way?” I asked timidly after a moment’s pause.

“Nah.” She looked at me and shook her head. “I was just thinking there are guys like that too, huh?”

That smile of hers was lovely even in the darkness of the evening. Looking at her now, I felt like my decision earlier hadn’t been the wrong one. Not that I hadn’t been crazy about the idea of doing it, of course...

“Um... Shirakawa-san? To be honest, I, uh...” I figured she’d eventually find out even if I kept quiet about it, so I decided to level with her. “I’ve never...dated anyone before.”

Shirakawa-san opened her eyes just a little wider at my words. Perhaps she really hadn’t ever dated someone like me.

I continued speaking. “I don’t have any good friends that are girls, and it’s definitely not like I’d...go to someone else if you didn’t let me do it or anything. So...” Given the subject matter and the fact we were outside, I ended up speaking quietly. “In the future, if we end up doing such things, I’d like you to actually think you want to do it with me, you know...?”

Maybe she’d laugh at the open display of my virginity, but I wanted us to be a couple who made out because we loved each other from the bottom of our hearts and were in a long-lasting relationship. I’d always dreamed of getting to that point with a girl I loved, wishing for it with all my heart.

Earlier, I’d almost lost control, but I felt like it was for the best that I’d stopped myself.

“At the very least, I’d like you not to think of it as a duty or anything like that,” I added.

I was able to say it at last—the thing I hadn’t managed to properly tell her back in the room.

“Oh, I see. So that was why,” Shirakawa-san said at last, her eyes on me. Her face looked much better now, indicating her pent-up feelings had been cleared away.

“S-Sorry...” I stuttered. “You were going out of your way...for my sake and all...”

“Don’t worry about it. I get now what you’re thinking,” she replied with good humor and faced forward.

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